15/11/22
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5/10/22
im imagining a version of this character with rotatable joints
how detailed can the 3d printer print? it is hard to experiment in my remote location
3/10/22
a project in my mind is a forever endevour of labour. the toxcitidy in what i enjoy the most haunts me every single night and day. but this work is me time, to me. what truely is 'me time '. what is relaxation. what is composition . where can i draw the crooked line in the sand and say dont pass this , go sit outside
i fucking love working in 3d spaces and rigging characters. just like dancing around on my computer keyboard . im not even thinking what im doing its just second nature to me now. i tired to move all my work to a windows computer today and literally couldnt get past the splash screen of blender. the familiarity of mac os has corrupted my brainn n shit. eevee loaded up in 2 seconds compared to the 5-10 minute wait on my macbo0ok i continuously punish myself with. in the 10 minutes i usally wait for my file to load i probably couldve learnt how to roatate the viewport on windows.
i will try and set it up another day
in other news im really enjoying young sheldon tv show
27th september 2022
just like the moonburn strawberry sour beer, my recent house guest was sweet and delicious. my final elixr of enlightenment was consumed today. the power and strength of a thousand versions of myself now surges through my veins. i can see through walls and i dont care
21st september 202
grace is roasting chestnuts on an open fire. merry christmas baybehhhhhhh
19th september 202
the building blocks of society began crumbling as i aquired my second wave of enlightenment today. despite the unexplored waters ahead i feel a great sense of tranquillity. forecast is in: low winds and a 100% chance of no young sheldon.
18th september 202
as of 6:55pm today all work has come to an immediate halt. no further explanation. i will reach full enlightenment by wednesday. that is all.
17th september 20222
dv to firewire . firewire to thunderbolt. thunderbolt to usb c
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15th september 20222
hellooooooooooooooooooo i am jared this is my website. i am making this website to remove my presence off of instagram to start the construction of my online cardboard fortress of artwork and nonsensical rambling. jared 1 instagram 0